Assalamualaikum..

Lama dah x menulis.. hari-hariku semakin sibuk dengan kerja-kerja makmal yang belum selesai.. bilakan ketemu penghujungnya, aku pun x tahu.. peperiksaan pun semakin hampir tapi semangat sedikit hambar.. kenapa? itu juga aku x tahu..

sejak hidup berseorangan, ku rasakan kadangkala aku sering leka  dengan duniawi.. benarlah pesan ahli pujangga, hidup perlu berteman untuk memelihara iman.. jangan duduk berseorangan kerana di situlah bisikan syaitan menghanyut pedoman.. apatah lagi dengan diri yang masih bertatih dalam penghijrahan ini.. pabila berseorangan. internet lah menjadi teman ku.. laman sesawang yang paling kerap ku layari ialah youtube.. make up, fesyen memang menjadi kegemaranku.. feminin sangat, bukan? HAHA..

Tapi dalam berhibur, ada batasan yang perlu dijaga. INI yang aku lupa! keghairahan untuk tampak menawan telah membuat aku mengkhianati kata-kataku sendiri.. sibuklah aku melaram.. mujurlah masih ada insan yang prihatin, sudi menghulur secebis nasihat.. ayat yg kedengaran mesra namun sangat terkesan padaku. dan saat itu, air mata ini menitis ke pipi. Bukan kerana sakit ditegur tapi kerana terharu, rasa diri yang serba kekurangan ini dihargai, rasa dikasihi.. ALHAMDULILLAH! rupanya Allah masih kasihkan aku! sungguh, nikmatnya sangat besar. Aku bersyukur punya teman2 yang baik di sekililingku.. Benarlah,

hadis al-Bukhari dari Abu Musa al-Asy'ari, bermaksud: "Diumpamakan rakan yang soleh dan rakan yang jahat ialah seperti (berkawan) dengan penjual minyak wangi dan tukang besi. Penjual minyak wangi tidak akan mensia-siakan anda, sama ada anda membelinya atau hanya mendapat bau harumannya. Tukang besi pula boleh menyebabkan rumah anda atau baju anda terbakar, atau mendapat bau busuk." 
 wallahua'lam..

justeru, setiap hari marilah kita perbetulkan niat kita, tingkatkan iman kita.. Jangan pernah berhenti dalam penghijrahan.. Benar! Penghijrahan itu sukar namun hasilnya sangat manis.. ^^

Harfiah cinta buatmu..

Harfiah cinta buatmu..

Hendak ku tujukan nukilan ini pada siapa, sayang belum bernama. Malam ini aku terpanggil untuk mencoretkan kalam tulus dari lubuk hati khas buatmu, lantaran rindu yang terlalu besar, tidak tertanggung oleh jiwa yang rapuh ini. Mudah-mudahan coretan ini bakal menjadi saksi kesetianku menunggu hadirmu. 

Saat diri dahagakan sentuhan rohani, mencari-cari sinar abadi dari Ilahi, sanubariku bagai digamit suatu perasaan yang sukar terluahkan oleh kata-kata. Perasaan rindu yang teramat. tidak kutahu pada siapa, namun ku yakin engkau ada. Naluri mentafsirkan bahawa ini fitrah dan lumrah insani, mahu berkasih sayang, mahu disayangi dan dicintai. Persoalan siapa, di mana, bagaimana dirimu, seringkali mengasak mindaku. Terkadang buntu mencari jawapan. Sungguh! Aku berdebar menantikan jawapan rahsia jodoh dari Allah yang Maha Mengetahui tiap-tiap sesuatu, sebaik-baik perancang. 

Tidak sabar menantikan detik bertemu. Mengharapkan kau turut merasakan debaran cinta. Walau di mana kau berada, ku panjatkan doa pada-Nya agar cinta kita terpelihara dalam rahmat dan kasih sayang-Nya. Ku bingkiskan salam rindu untukmu melalui-Nya. Dapatkah kau rasakan rindu itu pada saat ini? Mungkinkah kau juga sedang menanggung rindu yang sama? Kumpulkan dan simpanlah perasaan cinta dan rindu itu untukku. Labuhkanlah tatkala ijab dan kabul menjadi milik kita. Sama-sama nanti kita kecapi manisnya cinta yang diiringi restu-Nya dan orang tua. Redhakanlah kelebihan dan kekurangan ku melengkapi dirimu. relakanlah aku menjadi sayap kirimu. Lenturkanlah aku dengan akhlak dan keperibadian terpujimu. Agar tercium bauan syurga bagiku. Semoga cinta kita kekal mekar hingga ke syurga. Amin ya Allah.

ikhlas dariku, 

Bakal zaujahmu.

Aku Rindu, Aku Malu...

AHHA! dun get misunderstood by the title okay? not refering to anyone. I mean Im actually talking about rindu the OLD ME.. just a few minutes ago, out of blue I was reminiscing my OLD DAYS being a child.. About fifteen years back, I was an innocent girl, with pure heart, and of course with A BABYFACED skin.. TEEHEE ^^ How SWEET, isn't it?

But since when I've become this way, THE CURRENT ME? I guess my ENVIRONMENT has affected my personality. Just like our LECTURERS have taught us in class about HOW the GENOTYPE is AFFECTED by the ENVIRONMENT and causes the PHENOTYPE deviated from the EXPECTED expression. Back then, I was a very shy girl, yet still was FULL of CONFIDENCE as I AM now =)
As time goes by, I think I've lost a little bit of my SHYNESS!! I was kinda influenced by our local 'MUSLIMAH' MODELS. Why did I put INVERTED COMMA? because from my personal point of view, I would say most of them actually didn't portray the true BEAUTY in ISLAM. And unfortunately, I was once captivated by their AURA. I felt, I really wanted to be as PRETTY as them. Wearing really nice, cute dress like them. Putting on some make up to look good in picture. But now I came to realize. the REAL PURE BEAUTY is actually the SHYNESS itself!

Abdullah ibn Umar (ra) narrated that the Prophet (saw) said: "Indeed haya (modesty) and Iman are Companions. When one of them is lifted, the other leaves as well." (Baihaqi) 

I miss those moments which I was shy to wear all those fake things. MALU dapat menghindarkan kita daripada melakukan perkara yang Allah larang. Nowadays, our communities have lost the SHYNESS. that's why many awful, shameful things have happened. Look at our generations. Men and Women mingle around without limitation. Not to mention our future generation. See, how important to be SHY. Tapi jangan pulak malu bertanya, nanti sesat jalan. HEEE ^^

So pesanan kepada kawan2 sekalian, peliharalah perasaan MALU anda kerana malu adalah sebahagian daripada IMAN. Don't ever corrupt it with disgrace things because once it has been corrupted, it's veri difficult to be rebuilt. MALU itu indah sebenarnya, percayalah ^^

BEAUTiFUL REMiNDER

Peace upon you friends ^^

By re-reading what I've written here, I personally wanna motivate myself each time I'm down. So, to my FUTURE ME, please and please be stronger and optimistic coz you're the PRECIOUS EMERALD! ^^

‎"If your problem is as big as a SHIP, 

Never forget that Allah's blessings are as wide as an OCEAN."
- credit to sumone -

Yesterday my friend were too upset with her personal matter. It was all about love story (again). I definitely understood her feelings since I had once went through it. WELL, I could say that actually we women are soft-hearted. So, everytime we faced some kinda problems, always think that ALLAH is actually teaching us sumthing, He tries to tell you sumthing. Sumthing that we might not know or realize before. Like,,,,,, "Who is the real he??". By facing this this problem, we get to know more about him. Always have this positive thought in your mind, ok? HUHU ^^

However, there's also sumthing we must LEARN. Like,,, revising once again WHO WE REALLY ARE? WHAT HAVE WE DONE till Allah tests us this way? and do fix it to be a better person. Don't let this kind of matter in your way. we have DREAMS to be chased down. Put aside those distractions and do FOCUS to our LIFE GOALS! We're not going to stop our endeavour till the last bell ring! We must KEEP UP our MOMENTUM and never ever get discourage coz we have each other to lean on. Pleaseee,,,, have FAITH in yourself. The world will love you when you love yourself (^_^)

Assalamualaikum ^^
WELL.. This is my 1st entry since I've just signed up a few minutes ago, sooo I dun think I'm gonna talk much.. actually till yesterday I didn't plan to have a blog since I didn't see what should I write here. But then I came to realize sumthing. TADA! It's actually a medium for me to disseminate knowledge and share stories which may benefit people! (though I already knew this fact few years back HAHA :p) Plus, I dun wish to miss the chance to explore this blogging phenomena. TEEHEE ^^

These few weeks I've been very busy working on my final year project, preparing for job interview, studying for my upcoming exam and guess WHAT? I lost my MOMENTUM! but I'm so lucky to have friends who always be there for me. And of course my parents who really care about me. They always give me many pieces of beautiful advice. And deepest gratitude to Allah swt for He always alleviates it for me, ALHAMDULILLAH! 

So, moral of the story: never lose hope to Allah and dun forget to always be thankful to Him.. and let's appreciates everyone around us specifically our families and fellow friends.. It's late, now I'm goin to sleep!