Aku Rindu, Aku Malu...

AHHA! dun get misunderstood by the title okay? not refering to anyone. I mean Im actually talking about rindu the OLD ME.. just a few minutes ago, out of blue I was reminiscing my OLD DAYS being a child.. About fifteen years back, I was an innocent girl, with pure heart, and of course with A BABYFACED skin.. TEEHEE ^^ How SWEET, isn't it?

But since when I've become this way, THE CURRENT ME? I guess my ENVIRONMENT has affected my personality. Just like our LECTURERS have taught us in class about HOW the GENOTYPE is AFFECTED by the ENVIRONMENT and causes the PHENOTYPE deviated from the EXPECTED expression. Back then, I was a very shy girl, yet still was FULL of CONFIDENCE as I AM now =)
As time goes by, I think I've lost a little bit of my SHYNESS!! I was kinda influenced by our local 'MUSLIMAH' MODELS. Why did I put INVERTED COMMA? because from my personal point of view, I would say most of them actually didn't portray the true BEAUTY in ISLAM. And unfortunately, I was once captivated by their AURA. I felt, I really wanted to be as PRETTY as them. Wearing really nice, cute dress like them. Putting on some make up to look good in picture. But now I came to realize. the REAL PURE BEAUTY is actually the SHYNESS itself!

Abdullah ibn Umar (ra) narrated that the Prophet (saw) said: "Indeed haya (modesty) and Iman are Companions. When one of them is lifted, the other leaves as well." (Baihaqi) 

I miss those moments which I was shy to wear all those fake things. MALU dapat menghindarkan kita daripada melakukan perkara yang Allah larang. Nowadays, our communities have lost the SHYNESS. that's why many awful, shameful things have happened. Look at our generations. Men and Women mingle around without limitation. Not to mention our future generation. See, how important to be SHY. Tapi jangan pulak malu bertanya, nanti sesat jalan. HEEE ^^

So pesanan kepada kawan2 sekalian, peliharalah perasaan MALU anda kerana malu adalah sebahagian daripada IMAN. Don't ever corrupt it with disgrace things because once it has been corrupted, it's veri difficult to be rebuilt. MALU itu indah sebenarnya, percayalah ^^